Chapter 29 – Every Day the Protagonist Wants to Capture Me

Previous Chapter      Table of Contents      Next Chapter

Chapter 29 – Every Day the Protagonist Wants to Capture Me

Chapter 29 Getting it on

Chu Yu’s body was still frozen from head to foot and unable to move. In that moment, he cursed the eighteen Gods and Buddhas from the bottom of his heart.

He did not expect Xie Xi to suddenly attack him and take advantage of how he was not guarded against him. Now the inhibiting earth qi had sealed up his spirit veins so that he couldn’t move, let alone form hand seals.

Xie Xi, who had a look that was like a smile and yet not, took off his bloodied robe and flung it towards the bed, saying: “I took one off, shouldn’t my brother also take one off?”

Pardon me, but no.

Chu Yu’s mouth twitched: “Xie Xi, calm down.”

Xie Xi paused then said: “Shixiong, let me tell you, I am quite calm.”

Chu Yu had a strange feeling that something was out of place and frowned. “… Didn’t you just call me by my name? Why did you suddenly return to calling me Shixiong?”

Xie Xi leisurely pulled open Chu Yu’s collar and said lightly: “I was worried that Shixiong might still be angry at me  and I didn’t want to offend. I was also a little angry so I didn’t want to call you Shixiong. But since Shixiong doesn’t blame me, then I’m also not angry anymore. Naturally, I must respect my Shixiong and call him politely again.”

By this point Chu Yu’s robe had been taken off. Xie Xi lowered his head then suddenly started gently licking Chu Yu’s neck. He then opened his mouth and started biting at his Adam’s apple.

Having sensitive place was played with in such a way made Chu Yu’s face turn faintly red. His breathing quickened slightly but the next moment the expression on his face turned angry: “Is this what you call respect?”

Xie Xi raised his eyebrows and easily pulled apart Chu Yu’s legs, placing his knees in between while holding his hips, like he did once before when they were trapped in the illusion. With wicked intentions, Xie Xi started rubbing the place between Chu Yu’s legs.

Chu Yu held back the impulse to curse and took a deep breath: “Xie Xi, don’t force me.”

Xie Xi’s expression was calm: “Shixiong deceived me once. I also used deception. Shixiong forced me to go back. I also forced him to go back. Isn’t that right? I like Shixiong so I will not bicker about these things. Shixiong was always evasive and talked ambiguously. Instead of losing you so in such a foolish way, I would be better off being more aggressive. Shixiong, isn’t that right?”

After saying that, Xie Xi casually took off his inner robe, revealing a strong chest that was mostly healed but was still stained with blood. Some of the assorted wounds hadn’t closed and were still bleeding, making Chu Yu feel horrified.

Chu Yu closed his eyes. Suddenly there was a notification sound in his head.

The System that had been completely silent for a long time in accordance to his demand now said: “Because the host always turns off the comment barrage view ~ the number of barrage comments had exceeded the limit ~ in three seconds ~ the comment barrage will automatically pop up ~ three ~ two ~ one ~”

Chu Yu was seized with terror: “****! Not now!”

Then his eyes were flooded by comments.

[UserBuErChen: ****, the little Shidi’s anger is off the charts! ▼w▼ After ten years, old enough to eat! +2 Points]

[UserTootToot: Swiping my card on the bus! Muah! Muah! (kissing sound) +2 Points]

[UserNine: Ah, I dropped my student card. +2 Points]

[UserSorryForBeingOP : I dropped my driver’s card. +2 Points]

[UserAutumnFlowersFall: Little gong, top him! Do it! Get it on with Da Shixiong! Do Da Shixiong until he can’t get out of bed for three days! +2 Points]

[UserDazedandConfused: **** you! I remember this was on the front page. I bookmarked it a long time ago then today I see it changed channel! ****! This turned gay! My eyes! -2 Points]

[UserBuErChen: Whoa, a straight guy appeared! 0 Points]

(TN: On the internet the admins or creators are jokingly called “bus drivers.” People who want something, like access to a group or more content, sometimes call themselves “passengers.” Hence, “swipe the card” is posting a comment to “pay” for content/access. Dropping the student card, etc. are jokes. Basically, they are leaving comments and also asking for more content. Thirsty fujoshi asking for smut?)


You ****er!

System, you did this on purpose!

Chu Yu almost couldn’t stop himself from coughing up a mouthful of blood. Blinking, he tried hard to disregard the frenzied barrage of comments. He squinted and tried to see Xie Xi’s expression more clearly. Chu Yu couldn’t see if he was happy or angry but Xie’s Xi’s voice was soft as he whispered in Chu Yu’s ear: “It seems that my efforts were insufficient and I must try harder… in spite of everything Shixiong didn’t respond at all.”

Chu Yu inwardly mocked the comments that artificially overlaid his vision. Then, suddenly, his lips were sucked as Xie Xi kissed him. Xie Xi’s warm breath intimately mingled with Chu Yu’s. Though he couldn’t see Xie Xi’s expression clearly, he felt his emotions through the kiss that was urgent and ruthless. Chu Yu tilted his head to try to avoid the kiss but his chin was firmly held still. Xie Xi pressed deeper, prying mouth open with the tip of his unyielding tongue and entangling Chu Yu’s tongue with his.

Xie Xi’s other hand wandered over his body, caressing here and there, rubbing his lower back. Gradually, it went lower and lower, exploring his body.

Chu Yu almost choked. Dizzy and light-headed, lights swam in front of his eyes.

However, gradually his body felt hotter and hotter and even became aroused.

Chu Yu wanted to cry but there weren’t enough tears: Chu Yu, Chu Yu, you are a straight man. Being push down by a man, not only do you not feel disgusted, you actually …

Xie Xi gently withdrew, chuckled, and said in a low voice: “Shixiong, you reacted.”

He tenderly pulled out the hairpin out from Chu Yu’s hair. Looking at the hairpin, Xie Xi couldn’t help but lower his head and gently kiss Chu Yu on the lips again with his eyes glistening. He shook his head and said: “I thought Shixiong hated me and hated the hairpin that I gave him. I believe that it was thrown away … but just now I saw the sword tassel on Xun Sheng. In fact, Shixiong doesn’t hate me, right?”


Chu Yu resigned himself to his fate in despair. His face was still expressionless but he couldn’t help panting. His chest heaved up and down violently.

Xie Xi propped himself up and looked down at Chu Yu on the bed. He smiled while lifting his hand and then he gently pulled down Chu Yu’s robe till it was halfway down his chest. Xie Xi’s ice-cold fingers that were still stained with blood caressed the cool, smooth, and delicate skin.

Catching sight of the blood on his hands, Xie Xi suddenly blinked and stared at them blankly in a daze, as if he had remembered something. He slowly withdrew his hand and bent down until one side of his face was on Chu Yu’s bare chest. Tightly cradling Chu Yu’s body in his arms, Xie Xi lay on top of him as if he was going to sleep.

Originally, Chu Yu  had burned with anger but when he saw this action, his heart’s anger abated, though he still felt rather nervous.

Oh no, how could it be? Is it because he is the protagonist, so that no matter what he does, Chu Yu can’t genuinely be angry with him?

Xie Xi’s head rested on Chu Yu’s chest as he listened to the sound of Chu Yu’s heartbeat. His eyes stared blankly as if in a trance and turned red as they filled with tears: “Shixiong… at that time I was really afraid. These thousands of days and nights I regretted it so much that I wanted to die! If I hadn’t left, it’s likely that you wouldn’t have found yourself in danger. Fortunately, you came back this time. Otherwise, if the Mausoleum Ruins opened and you didn’t return, I don’t know what … what I would have done …”

Chu Yu’s lips had been kissed until they were numb. He was silent for a moment then whispered: “I don’t blame you.”

“I killed a lot of Demonic Path cultivators…” Xie Xi closed his eyes and murmured: “Shixiong, I thought that if I killed them all, maybe you would return.”

His body’s paralysis gradually disappeared. With great effort Chu Yu stretched out his hands and stroked Xie Xi’s hair.

“Shixiong, you promised me you would never leave me. You broke your word. I dare not believe in you again…”

For thousands of days and nights, Xie Xi had suffered. The only thing that could give him a little comfort was the sachet that Chu Yu gave him.

Xie Xi’s breathing gradually slowed and evened out. His still kept mumbling: “Shixiong, come back…”

… He fell asleep?!

Chu Yu looked at the barrage of comments and, sure enough, the readers were complaining: “I’ve taken my pants off and this is what you show me?!”1 Raising his eyebrows, joyful at other people’s disappointment, Chu Yu saw that the “comment view off” button had reappeared. He quickly turned off the comment view.

Looking down at Xie Xi, who was sleeping peacefully on his chest, Chu Yu didn’t know whether he should laugh or cry. Then he felt a bit frustrated.

Why should this child give up the all of the beautiful flowers in the harem for a chrysanthemum?

The simple-minded Chu Yu couldn’t think about this anymore. After a while, he turned and pushed Xie Xi onto the side of the bed. Although Xie Xi was asleep, his hands were still gripping Chu Yu’s robe. Chu Yu therefore had no choice but to kneel beside Xie Xi’s body and reach out a hand to take off his inner robe.

Suddenly the door was kicked open, “Little brother! You’re back…”

The shout ended abruptly. The last word trailed off: “…”

Chu Yu: “…”

Chu Yu didn’t dare to turn around to look.

****! ****!

There seemed to be scorching hot eyes behind him, staring at him, almost burning him. Chu Yu’s inner robe was halfway down his waist and his bare back was the target of a terrible gaze. To take it off or not to take it off? An entire zoo seemed to be roaring in his head.2

Entangled in his thoughts for some time, Chu Yu then boldly took off his inner robe. Immediately after, he heard a gasp from behind.

Smoothly picking up the robe that Xie Xi had tossed aside, Chu Yu dryly coughed and turned back: “It’s not what you think…”

A half-naked person was lying on the bed, pale and tender. Chu Yu’s face was stiff but his cheeks were rosy. It looked like he was on the verge of removing his clothes. What else would people think?

In his hearts, tears were streaming down his cheeks: Really, he was the one who was forced…

The people who were at the door inhaled a cold breath of air. Their eyes wandered up and down, gazing at this extremely strange sight.

Chu Yu had a bad feeling about this. He wanted to open his mouth but it was as though he was lying on his deathbed in his final throes and that he had to accept the situation and move on. Then Third Shidi suddenly reacted. He bounced to the door and hurriedly closed it behind them.

Chu Yu had almost brought the right words up to his lips but they were frightened away by the banging of the door. Chu Yu stood still for a moment then grabbed his interspatial storage ring and took out the bronze mirror that he had picked up in the Mausoleum Ruins. The smooth and glossy, polished mirror shone in the clear light and reflected Chu Yu’s image clearly.

His hairpin had been pulled off and his black hair was flowing down to his shoulders. His eyes were bright red and glistening with tears. His lips were swollen and as red as though he had smeared them with rouge. Looking down, he saw that there were distinct, deep hickeys on his neck.

In short, his face was full of unsatisfied desire

Chu Yu almost dropped the mirror.

There’s something wrong with this image!!! He had been done in by the protagonist!!!

Chu Yu simply wanted to shrink away and hide inside the room. Looking back at the sleeping Xie Xi, Chu Yu’s eyebrows twitched but he patiently endured and put a quilt up on Xie Xi. Chu Yu put then on a new robe, and after hesitating for a moment, pushed the door open and went out.

At this time, the bright moon had risen. Magnificently parading across for thousands of turns, tonight it looked sombre and cheerless. At the stone table in the courtyard, Chu Sheng, Lu Qingan, and Third Shidi were seated in a row. The atmosphere was frosty yet at the same time it was right on the verge of exploding.

Well, the princess was not here. If she were there, the jury bringing him to trial would be even stronger.

= □ = … I really want to go back to the room to shake the protagonist.

What’s with this “caught in the act” event? Why does he feel like a molester on trial? What happened to the novel’s original plot?

Chu Yu swallowed. He barely managed to keep his usual cold, elegant, noble expression on his face. Trembling with fear, he put his hands behind his back and walked up beside Chu Sheng. He said: “… Big brother.”

The brocon’s face revealed an expression as though there was a void in his heart. He seemed to be beside himself with panic. Ah, brocon, please try to control yourself…

Chu Sheng heard Chu Yu’s voice and regained control of his senses. However, the previous scene was still too shocking. It was as shocking as learning that Chu Yu had returned. He was a little more angry than surprised.

… A little?

Naturally, that would be impossible.

Chu Sheng flew into a rage: “Little brother! What’s going on! Does that kid force you to do anything?! Did he… get away with it?”

What shouldn’t be touched had been touched. This one’s own flesh and blood that should not have been kissed was kissed. They had slept together in the same bed for many years. They had even got married inside the illusion. Nonetheless, he was able to get away with his poor chrysanthemum still intact.

Chu Yu didn’t dare to speak when he saw the expression on Chu Sheng’s face that showed that this brocon was on the verge of collapse.

Third Shidi trembled on the side and couldn’t help but say weakly: “Lord Chu, that time, what we saw was… Da Shixiong seemed to be on top …”

Chu Sheng threw a cold glance at him, sharp as a knife: “Shut up.”

Third Shidi trembled and shut up.

Chu Sheng wiped tears from the corners of his eyes. His pained expression seemed to say: My family’s Yu-er was eaten by cats.3 My family’s cabbage was gnawed on by dogs. My younger brother was taken away by an ill-intentioned person.

Chu Yu couldn’t bear to look at him, but he couldn’t help but look at Lu Qingan, whose expression was the calmest: “Shizun, I…”

Lu Qingan pressed his hand and said profoundly, “I know all about it.”

Chu Yu almost sobbed. But he wasn’t happy for long because Lu Qingan shook his head and said lightly: “Xi-er has been injured so don’t be so impatient next time.”


Shizun! Big brother! Third Shidi! Listen to me!




Translator’s Note:

    • I’ve launched my Patreon page – announcement post here! Or go directly to my patreon –
    • I already took off my pants and this is what you show me??! – I rather like this Chinese idiom that is a colorful way of saying “I was expecting some spicy hot content but I got nothing!”
    • As usual, please let me know if there are any errors and please leave a comment if you can. This is one of the funniest chapters in the story, IMO. I’d love to know what everyone thought of it.
    • Poor Xie Xi! Imagine waiting ten years not knowing if your Da Shixiong is dead or alive…
    • Chrysanthemum still intact.
    • Thanks for reading this.
    • P.S. If you donated at you should have early access up to chapter 32 (first drafts only).

Thank you very much to all my patrons.

Previous Chapter      Table of Contents      Next Chapter

  1. A common idiom used on the internet when people are complaining that they expected more spicy content but they got nothing.
  2. Just an idiom for very confused or annoyed. Basically, many different clamorous thoughts are in his head, competing with each other.
  3. The “Yu” in Chu Yu’s name means fish. Hence this is a pun – “my family’s little fish was eaten by cats.”

79 thoughts on “Chapter 29 – Every Day the Protagonist Wants to Capture Me”

  1. I hate that Chu Yu being misunderstood as the penetrator treated as a joking matter here. It’s not funny by a slightest. Just lowering my respect.
    I know that I indulged in noncon fiction so it’s weird saying this, but there’s a line I hate to cross. He’s the victim here. Dont treat the victim the culprit. Pls no to injustice..

  2. I know it’s supposed to be romantic but I think it would be more romantic if chu yu consented y’know just saying, consent is very hot 👌 it’d probably feel better too if he were mentally and physically prepared

  3. Am I the only one weirded out at how Xie Xi suddenly advances on Chu Yu at the first opportunity after not having seen him in ten years? Like, bro, is that how you really want your reunion to be remembered by? I get you’re probably extremely horny, but damn. And it’s not even consensual…the fact he has to immobilize the other…

    I wanna slap Xie Xi! >:(

  4. Poor Chu Yu. He’s the assaulted, not the other way around. But now nobody is gonna believe him.

    Thanks for the chapter!

    1. I really feel bad for him. He is the one who has been molested but everyone took him as molester 😥😥😥

  5. All I can said to that misunderstanding scenarios was F****K !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Xie Xi ! Look what have you done !!! The Brocon was so brokenhearted !!!

  6. Again, I’m not sure but:
    “Shixiong, I thought that if I killed a them all, maybe you would return.”
    a them all?

    Minor SPOILER alert? But not for this series. Just do not treat this comment too seriously please ; D

    While re-reading from the beginning and simply for fun, I was thinking about comparison:
    – CY was trying to protect XX but he expected to be protected later on (sounds quite harsh, I know but it’s simplification)
    – Scum Villain’s System – IIRC – at some point of time SQQ (another cannon fodder villain : P) was willing to protect the protagonist for as long as a whole life if it’d let LBH(protagonist) avoid a really thorny path
    (Also, the fact with some importance is that SQQ plays a role of a “Shizun” while CY is an “Shixiong”)

    I recognized that between XX and LBH the big difference may be blackening of the latter while XX’s path should be much happier, so there was no need to try to avoid it (to protect him from it… Well, XX is not so innocent from the very beginning too). I was quite contented with this conclusion and decisions of both characters with similar yet different circumstances.

    But my point now is… CY, you caused blackening of your own protagonist, did you not?! : P

    … Just joking, not blaming.

    1. *smirks* Not just blackening, he also bent XX, LOL!That’s why he had to take responsibility for XX.

  7. 😂😂😂😂😂 OMG, I feel for Chu Yu. His tofu got eaten and everyone thinks he’s the wolf instead. I don’t think this misunderstanding is going to be cleared anytime soon.

    1. *everyone’s eyes are looking at Chu Yu and he receives the message “so you’re that kind of a Da Shixiong”*

    2. It shouldnt bother him, hes not there to care that much about his rep, only the task he has to complete, if it were me Id treat it like a quest, I wouldnt care less what people thought so long as the objective is complete

  8. The poor little fish!!! Everyone thinks he is the one who molested when it’s the other way around. I love how everyone (aside from Chu Sheng) just assume that out little fishie is the top in that relationship. It will make the reveal that he is really, REALLY not all the sweeter))) Damn, now I kind of really want to read the scene where they learn about the real dynamics of that couple…stupid fangirl brain

  9. Well Chu Yu should talk to him…he does not want to die…well he is already in the good side of the ML now…ML does is not afraid of being hated? Ahh Chu Yu should said to him that he is like a brother…there is not romantic feelings in there…but with his ambiguos actions and answers to this situation, no wonder Xie Xi is lacking in common sense…now that I remmeber about this…it is about the likes and dislikes right? ohh good…if his readers are those bitches he will die…he should come to our community…we can understand his feelings…Xie Xi better improve your approach or I will hate you in Chu Yu´s behalf

  10. Thanks for the chapter! <3
    I'm not sure if I should say that Chu Sheng is very perceptive or it's just that his "brocon" attitude is acting up here XD
    But dear Master, please know your oldest disciple better! – what “I know all about it.”? XD XD XD Poor misunderstood Fish : <


    thank you for translating this 😁

  12. Oh well Chu Yu, chrysanthemum is a beautiful flower, so what you hope still what you get…isn’t it?

  13. You gdamn Rotten Women! seriously Im as far from these types as you can possibly get! they dont care so long as the banana goes in the hole!

    There is romance… hullo you filthy women! leave CY chrys.. damn long word… why do they pick such a long name! why not daisy or… Pansy or peach!! something with less letters! … ROMANCE KEYWORD! ROMANCE!

    I dont want no hot and sweaty grunty groans.. I can go to a gym and hear that! I want.. tender love, an MC that finds his heart swayed by the dedicated and devoted lover, who breaks down the walls to his heart, not his ass! once you secure that budding feeling, the rest will come naturally. KEEP YA DAMN PANTIES ON! gross… really are rotten… to the core! put up message blockers CY dont listen to the spam of those scum! protect your integrity!

    But seriously, he would have to be a cold bastard to ignore the feeling and pain in that voice, those eyes… aaah just imagining that is heartbreaking! the song “Your’e gonna live forever in me” by John Mayer

    1. I just can´t agree moew with you…damishh just banana on the hole…no romance at all…good enough author just let it be at that….
      Now I can´t believe this misundertanding hahahahah ohhh poor Chu Yu…I just hope he does not have to take responsability for this mess…

  14. You have to admit that the chrysanthemum shield has been indubitably effective up until now! Even after the 10 years later, emotionally-charged reunion scene Chu Yu somehow managed to escape. Truly, very impressive. ;P Thanks for the chapter!

    1. Despite the sexual harassment he suffered nothing was lost except for a bit of dignity. For his chrys.. shield to be more effective, he only needs to let loose the flood gates of Rotten women spamming “Banana hole in one!” which has proven rather effective at negating XXs attempt to sexy time CY, XX will never be able to arouse or excite him with that spam popup, so its a bit of a double edged sword, he must endure the spam, or let his petals be plucked till hes puckered hole gives out, dont underestimate the power of constant pressure, XX might just wear him down… especially if hes persistent, when your tired and worn out you start thinking “Why not…”

      Im hoping that CY will completely embrace life and love with XX because he chooses to, despite the displays of sexual predatory behavior from XX, he has managed to reign it in, Im not sure how long that will last though, hes not a youth anymore, hes a fully matured adult man, the uncertainties of youth have been replaced by adult willingness to act upon his desires, XX is like a man who was dying of thirst and sees CY his oasis within his grasp, he wont let go of him again.

      “Catching sight of the blood on his hands, Xie Xi suddenly blinked and stared at them blankly in a daze, as if he had remembered something. He slowly withdrew his hand and bent down until one side of his face was on Chu Yu’s bare chest. Tightly cradling Chu Yu’s body in his arms, Xie Xi lay on top of him as if he was going to sleep.” I love this bit, CY is a precious treasure, its so sweet, I totally ignored the sexy time he tried to initiate earlier.

      ““Shixiong… at that time I was really afraid. These thousands of days and nights I regretted it so much that I wanted to die! If I hadn’t left, it’s likely that you wouldn’t have found yourself in danger. Fortunately, you came back this time. Otherwise, if the Mausoleum Ruins opened and you didn’t return, I don’t know what … what I would have done …” So much despair and hurt in those words, you could almost feel his pain, his longing, his wish to see CY again was expressed through brutal relentless attacks on those responsible for separating the two, in many ways I bet he was hoping to die, because he was also responsible for CYs actions to protect XX.

      He conveniently ignores the fact that CY wanted to leave him, while acknowledging his anger towards CY and fearing CYs anger towards him. How confused he must have been, CY was the center of his universe, someone beloved and precious… how terrible to feel that CY would rather endure being in the ruins for 10 years than being with him.

      As much as I disliked the sexual harassment, it is these words I hate the most ““Shixiong, you promised me you would never leave me. You broke your word. I dare not believe in you again…” I dont believe CY ever promised this, although I might be wrong, in my mind its manipulative, its forcing this bond upon another whether he said/implied it or not. Everytime XX says this I want to punch him, but if CY did in fact say this, then I want to punch CY… “Snap out of if! you are not a child anymore! grow up! Adults lie all the time!”

      Sorry for the wall of text 😛 TLDR version – I ignore the sexual harassment, but instead focus on the core feelings expressed from the heart not his dick… while recognizing XXs manipulative words to bind CY to to him.

    2. Xie Xi is desperate and went too far. Thankfully he didn’t go that far. Thanks for the comment.

    3. Im so glad, but the problem is, hes no longer a kid, such behavior cant be excused anymore and hes becoming far more aggressive in expressing his love… he cant use being dependent on CY anymore either, hes a grown ass man now… I hope very much that they can navigate the waters of lust and love where both can be satisfied and not one at the cost of the other…

  15. Ungrateful Camper

    Dropped my driver’s card +137
       ∧∧ 。  
     ゜ (^▽^)っ゜

  16. thank you for translating this story. This chapter was very funny. Poor MC so misunderstood LOL

  17. *lights a candle for YuYu’s chrysanthemum shield* hahahahha this chapter was HILARIOUS AGSHKSKAGAJ 😂 When the neocon showed up- brocon you get A+ for timing! Xie xi ganbatte~! Work hard in capturing your da shixiong ^_^~
    Pfffft Shizun’s reaction was the best 🤣
    Thank you for the translation!

    I am team #IAlreadyTookOffMyPantsAndThisIsWhatYouShowMe??!

  18. +10000 to all the noncon feelings comments.

    I was waiting for the best big brother to arrive on the scene and he didn’t disappoint xD Chu Sheng, protect your lil’ bro!

    “Why should this child give up the all of the beautiful flowers in the harem for a chrysanthemum?” …A chrysanthemum is not a beautiful flower? LOL try again, little fish. (Xie Xi, sadly still a child at 26 years old…) Thanks for the chapter *^^*

  19. “Why should this child give up the all of the beautiful flowers in the harem for a chrysanthemum?”

    This line is a perfect summary of this novel. (and many other novels, actually)

    Ahhh Chu Yu, you poor thing. I personally think it’s still natural for him to so strongly reject Xie Xi’s advances. And I really would not want him to just quietly accept his fate without properly falling in love.

    Poor little fish. And you even got accused of molesting someone in his weak state. (which is hilarious because even Xie Xi thought the same a while back).

    Thank you for the update!

    1. Also to add, the line “Xie Xi, don’t force me.” was subtle but really, really caps what I think Chu Yu feels at this time.

      He may have thoughts to accept Xie Xi’s feelings but I find it fitting that he’s still rational enough to say that he’s being forced. Hope it gets better for you, little fish!

  20. ResidentialPsycho

    Only Chu Sheng seems to realize what really happened. No matter how responsible Chu Yu feels, he needs to ditch Xie Xi. That person is too immature to accept the fact that Chu Yu doesn’t return his feelings. Although they were separated for ten years, Xie Xi seems only to have grown in body and not in mind. He needs to be patient and learn to seduce him instead of molesting him.

    1. Yeah I agree, all his feelings have blossomed from some unrealistic place that grew while he was a prepube teen, this period of growth is already chaotic, the hormones are going crazy, It can lead him in a direction not intended. Even as a man it has merely grown into obsession.

      XX needs to stop emotionally manipulating CY, he also needs to back off with the butthole digging that he wants. Give CY some space, they are cultivators, theres plenty of time. I think the fact he almost lost CY has driven XX into this need to tie CY to him. CY isnt some trinket to be possessed, hes a person XX your love needs to evolve along with your growth as an adult,

  21. Our dear beloved MC has been accuse of eating ML. Lol

    The biggest misunderstanding of the lifetime! 😆😆😆

    Brocon fighting!

  22. Poor Chu Yun not only almost destroyed the chrysanthemum, they still accuse him of being impatient not to laugh or cry of his misfortune 😂😂😂😂😂
    Thanks for the chapter! 💕💕💕

  23. Thanks for the chapter!! I hope when xie xi wakes up hes calmer and can act more his age, if rape happens it would be real sad, but this was rather funny, chu yu is being incriminated lol😅

    1. Well, he saw Chu Yu sneaking into Xie Xi’s bedroom one night… you remember that? LOL. Then Xie Xi was so heartbroken when Chu Yu disappeared… I’m just guessing but probably everyone knows. Or at least everyone who has seen them together.

  24. Gonna be honest here, I know this is suppose to be a comedy bl novel basicly and it is working out well. But just I am on Chi Sheng side of all of this. In fact I wish he was more angry about everything since twice he had tried to show kindness and respect and patience with Xie Xi, even after knowing the others intentions. And what does he get? Basicly a fake forced marriage dealings through an illusion that Xi KNEW WAS FAKE. And now this. They haven’t gone all the way, but Xi is acting a bit to awful to a guy who did break is promise to basicly save Xi’s life after Xi had put him through pretty much destroying Sheng’ own trust. Way too many noncon feelings I am getting from this for what stage their relationship is.

    Sorry for the rant. Just really needed to get that off my chest.

    1. I totally support CY, but I also see things from XXs side. XX had basically nothing, his whole life was a pile of shit till he got to be with this new and improved CY, imagine getting someone that you initially hated, transform practically overnight and gives you so much gentle care that he injures himself, someone willing to give you warmth and support when youve never had it before, gone so far as to accelerate the power within himself to such levels. How greedy would you become when the source of it all is CY? Im not excusing his sexual harassment that is in all sense of the word sexual assault, but I can see

      Originally XX is a Stallion with a bevy of hot babes in his harem, those events that shaped him, didnt happen here, CY rewrote the MLs personality and experiences because of his own deeds, influence and care, XX is an Alpha male who has his sights set on one person. In CYs mind everything was purely innocent, filled with good intentions, he has objectives to achieve and tasks to complete unfortunately for him it turned into a BL novel.

      Im a bit biased, I do want these 2 to get together, but only if CY reciprocates these feelings, if he doesnt as he has stated several times already, then he should just leave XX and let the story play out as intended without his presence, but thats easier said than done, while CY has tried hard for this outcome, it was not going to be enough due to XXs dedication, devotion/obsession and love for CY.

      As for awful theres other BL novels that I wont mention that truly makes me eat razorblades, I want so badly to destroy those ML bastards that I cant think straight, I wish so much to tear them up and spit them out, only to HATE the MC for falling for those shitbags… those types I drop fast and never read again… Im hoping like crazy that this doesnt happen here, nor do I want XX to be some aggressive lets screw type that sees this as the only means of securing their relationship, for me that will kill any motivation I have in reading this story.

    2. Honestly, these chapters pissed me off. There some fujoshis saying for Chu to just accept his feelings like……. Did we read the same thing. Xie forced himself on him and Chu CLEARLY resisted. Also Chu was probably scared to do anything that pissed Xie cause he doesn’t want to die.

  25. NOW I’m getting REEEAAALLY irritated with Chu Yu. Seriously. If you don’t want him, stop being so half assed about it. The fucker’s a psychopath. You think he’ll stop molesting you just because you said no? What an idiot.

    1. Its easy to say not so easy to do, remember CY cares very much for XX, he was like family, at first like a younger brother, then he began seeing him more like his child, since he had basically raised him for a few years, however they have been apart longer than they were together, but lets not underestimate the feelings of bonding with another person, CY was the first person he had such a close connection with in his entire life, in that short time together, that bond grew exponentially.

      This ML was meant to be a stallion, with a harem of beautiful ladies, CY has underestimated that drive within XX, because rather than splitting up that sexual energy into many women, its focused entirely and exclusively on CY. CY tried to distance himself from XX, 10 years in that shitty ruins almost drove him insane, when he returned he again maintained that distance, it wasnt easy for him to abandon his “Brother/Son” but he knows he still has a role to play, because thats why hes there in that world, when he heard of how reckless XX was, how could he not tend to him like he did? even at that point he tried to palm him off and leave.

      Theres a lot of emotional manipulation going on from the ML, unfortunately for CY it has managed to snare him, in many ways I wish he had left XX behind that day, but would you do that to someone you considered family after seeing all those wounds he had sustained? CY isnt that cold hearted, nor is he indifferent towards the ML, Personally I think CY is at a crossroads, his budding feelings for XX are still in denial but this is wavering, there have been a few moments where he has resigned his fate to be the hole that XX pokes.

  26. Thanks for the chapter! 😆

    By the way, what was the name to that one recommendation? Like it had this red witch on the image and on her hand was a floating light/flame. It’s been plaguing me yet I didn’t bookmark the page *facepalm*.

    Would appreciate it if you reminded me again. Pretty please? 😘

  27. Aurelius Grave

    ……. I shall light a candle for you Chu Yu.

    HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA Chu Sheng *pats* All I can do is pat you and say, I’m sorry but Im on their ship. Im truly sorry HAHAHA

    +100000 points.

  28. PrettyDamnCritical

    I already took off my pants and this is what you show me??!
    Using this because it’s accurate 😂

  29. Infinitely Yours

    “I was expecting some spicy hot content but I got nothing!!!” expressed my feelings perfectly.

  30. Now can we some snu snu between Yu and Xi? Hehe

    But I don’t really want to see chu fish so reluctant to it… IM TORN

    1. The heck. You want to see r-18 content where Xie was forcing himself on Chu. This chapter was the last straw I don’t care if there’s character development because I felt like puking. I sincerely hope that Chu doesn’t end up with, even though he will. I have a feeling this was written by a fujoshi who fetishes mlm relationships. I’ve seen so many people who found rape in bl manga/manhua/manhwa/novels ok and also some who argued against people who said that they hated the content because of the rape/assault in it. I feel like if this was a straight couple there would be more people calling Xie out for assault instead of telling Chu to accept his feelings. Honestly Chu probably couldn’t do anything about Xie forcing himself onto him because:
      1. (I think) Xie is currently stronger then Chu
      2. Chu is still afraid of being killed no matter how much Xie shows that he likes Chu
      Honestly, this reminds me of SVSSS but in SVSSS there was no rape/assault between the couple. LB from SVSSS was as obsessed with the MC as Xie was but he never did anything severe to him. (I think I sometimes skim through chapters so I might missed an event like that so correct me I’m wrong)
      Also I didn’t know how to comment so I’m including the rest of my rant in this reply.

  31. Thank you for the chapters… Good job. I like the way you translate it. Again, thank you so much. Can’t wait for them to get together

Leave a Comment - Name, email, and website are NOT required

%d bloggers like this: